YOU KNOW WHAT! LOBHIE! this is enough!
what you have been going through is more than ENOUGH.
that’s it. I’m gonna make 360 drastic change! slowly. faster the better.
Do you know how it’s like waking up everyday positively, thinking that today it gonna be an amazing day but end of the day something will always turn wrong?
Do you know its like not having the one week in peace?
Do you know its like being tired of being positive?
do you wish you could forget the people who affected you today but you cant?
and you gave up, so you wake up feeling miserable.
do you know how its like losing your pillar of strength?
do you know how its like losing more than 15 friends in a year?
do you know how its like… being happy everyday in front people you love when deep inside, it hurts every inch.
do you know how it feels when your past haunts you all the time?
and you were the person who the strongest among the people you are with.. turned out to be the most fragile one now?
you hardly cry but now tears seems to roll down your cheeks easily?
true. learned thru the hard way.
It’s time to move on, time to start new. Time to isolate myself.
so many things have killed me inside mentally.
I feel it’s better to leave…
Funny when you die people start listening…
The pains of being pure at heart.
Only my tears allow me to express how I feel. Only my tears listen to my sorrows patiently. Only my tears have been there for me.